on this day,
you never showed up
i know you've been busy
it was your day anyway
and why would you care ?
for an insignificant nobody
your heart is filled
with happiness
of your celebration
i am happy for you
that has always
been my wish.
you showed up,
the following day
and i acted like
i am very busy
i want you to feel,
that i moved on
and not caring
about yesterday
or any day.
that this is
just me,
being indifferent.
but i've never
really forgotten your day
i just have never
been over in
any of this.
if only i can turn
back time,
i never should have
let myself go.
the truth is,
without you...
i have never been complete.