There was no plan in this write. It's just emotion.
I know where this is headed
That I'm in over my head,
You won't love me
The way I want you to
But I want to love you
All the same
So use me for now, please?
Cuddle here in my arms
And let my insides
Get attached to you
The way they already have.
I'm okay with crying
Though I know this 'okay'
Won't really last inside me,
I want you around while it is.
So please, use me for what you need.
I know I'm going to get hurt
But you're worth the pain
You make me laugh
You make my soul soar
You make me want to be better
So let me be here.
Please.
Use me. Love me. Let me.
Please me.