Am I in control?
Its just me again, wanting and waiting for more....
I know happiness is in my own hands
Yet I search endless for it in other locations
Its been days, weeks, months, years now
Since I have noticed the obvious
Do I believe my salvation from this, is in your hands?
Or its in forms of temptations
I want to believe I'm my own savior
That everything is within my grasp
Yet why did I question the obvious
When It screams...Here I am
thank you, i write from my heart