Complicated me
When I say "I don't want to talk"
it's not always the case
Cos I'm a complicated member
of this old human race
And when I say "I want to be alone"
that may also not be true
It's just my way of saying
how much I want to be with you
I know it doesn't make sense
and I know it isn't fair
But sometimes we just say these things
so you can show how much you care
"I'd really rather not talk"
means come hold me while I cry
"There's no way we can do it"
means I want so much to try
"I wouldn't be great company"
means please just come around
and listen to the things I say
without making a sound.
Sometimes I spill my problems
just hear them out loud
or to know that someone's listening
my voice not lost within the crowd
But sometimes I mean what I say
no hidden message or other need
and the day that you worked that one out
was the day you set your seed
Too many others in the past
were too blind or scared to see
That nothings ever simple
in complicated me.
I love the courage in looking at how things are being done... the layers, the ambiguities. Beaut write, much appreciated with a satisfying rhythm. :)
Mean what we say, and say what we mean. Sounds so simple, but is often not the case. We complicate things way more than they need.
How true your words are penned in rhyme! Great poem, bravo! God bless