I went as far
As saying you land in my heart
Maybe I shouldn't have waited
So long for my faith to start
I am dying
In such a way where I can't rest
The spirit world denies me
They leave me to fail your test
Refrain:
You took away your divinity
And left me with character defects
It's been said you made this beautiful Earth
But I have turned out to be its reject
I prayed last night
I didn't trust in the prayer
The physical world is masked
Heavy masks pull us lower
I can't do right
I can't turn my lost world around
If I truly possessed your strength
I'd always feel safe and sound
Repeat Refrain
The beauty that I once admired
Turned into an obscene desire
With inner-beauty I felt blessed
Now I'm a flaming narcissist
Just when I've grown from being afraid
Spirituality starts to fade
Maybe I don't believe in the kingdom
'Cause the past is hard to turn away from
Repeat Refrain
once you say you have no fear of God things start to get really fearful, but there's no way back, it's the inner strength that lies somewhee unexplored and can help to survive. It's a good poem about spirituality and you a re really skilful with rhymes