I feel my shaky breath building,
my lips quivering,
and images flash through my mind like an electric wave,
keeping awake at night,
and begging for sleep during day.
All I ever wanted,
was to curl my head between your pale neck,
and soft shoulders.
And now, waves spinning as the world falls,
chaos the last resort for the simple minded,
I see your shadow against the wall,
and wonder if you really existed.
I know you see me, see my panting after you,
someone who I don't even know,
someone as mystical as the Gods,
and as silent as death,
Which you are.