My feet don't fit the shoes I wear
I'm slipping before I'm walking
laughing at this chess-match of proxy
between Certain-Age-Girl & straining males
fitted-2-Starbuck-chair like chewing road-carion
a vulture's lunch
We're older now; thinning hair, unpainted toes
maybe sagging, maybe uplifting,
not fragile enough for that kind of attention
free instead to sit wiggling our hips to ourselves
reading something of substance against an
observation of dissection
I can take the time to think of you not myself
moments we call pleasure, or loneliness
frothed under light, abundent day-moths all
and your skin, warm in my hand; one real thing while
others strut, contort, limbo, excelerate,
ungraciously, toward inevitable
A good dark write that strikes out.