I count my blessings,
Like counting coins,
I am in a disposable mood,
I want throw away memories,
That play havoc with my head.
I feel that my mind,
Will stay flawed,
Will remain like a machine,
Defunct and broken.
Do you see?
Miss life,
I am tormented,
Passed off as waste,
This taste,
Of failure,
Lingers.
"I am in a disposable mood" glad to know you're aware of moods being disposable. Nice one!