I Feel The End is Near

I feel as if the end has begun.
There’s no time left to care.
Because what I want has never come.
I have nothing left to share.

What I thought was love,
Has turned into hate.
The feelings I had.
Will all disintegrate.

I have waited for
Someone to find me.
That never happened
There’s no one besides me.

They all tell me
God will save you.
If I ever see him
I’ll tell him, “FUCK YOU!!!”

What I have been through
Nobody can see.
They tell me, I’ll get through it.
It’s not that easy.

This is one that
Will haunt me til death
So I quit trying to forget
Because there is nothing thats left.

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jrh187
I don't talk to anything, I don't see. They usually tell ppl they are crazy when they do that. I might be crazy, but not that I am talking to things that aren't there. Besides, like I said, if there is we are going to have alot of problems. I'm far passed angry.
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Weeping willow
Well I have to say you have a very honest write here.Maybe you need to have a conversation with God.It's really ok to be angry with him. I'm sure he understands more than you think,Life has never been fair.Look how they treated Jesus.You'll never find true love here on earth,cause it is a fallen world and most people aren't real.Of course this is my opinion.But to carry the anger inside you and not forgive will only hurt you alone. You are entitled to your thoughts and I enjoyed reading your poem. WW:}
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Chaos1214
Ha ha... Believe me, I can understand the frustration, but you can never go wrong keeping your options open.
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jrh187
There is no god. Ppl keep saying it, but I haven't seen anything. If there is, we're gonna have A LOT of problems. I will NEVER FORGIVE what has been done to me.
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Ralph L. Jones Jr.
Job railed at God and God basically responded "Can you make a universe?" Cold comfort, i guess.
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James T. Adair
A very honest poem that pours out a lot of frustration. Regarding Fuck You to God......Reconsider. Sometimes one who has seen and felt the injuries of the world and the seeming unfairness of it finds a hear inside to shield others from the same. We often look for love and are disappointed. If we give love with less expectation for ourselves we sometimes find meaning in another's smile..just for it's own sake. I'm sure you have a lot of good in you to offer and I hope life treats you a little better in the future. Never lose hope or feel God has abandoned you...though it might seem so at the time. Sometimes we're broken down for a reason...maybe to be built up a changed person. Find some good in little blessings. We don't always see them at first but they're there. What seems like an end may be a beginning.
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Botan
I wish the best for you stay safe and never give up his love to you take care:)
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Botan
You need an experience that turn the way you look to life, something that force you to say god I thank you but even for thanking him, it is a bless from him so ask god to give you this gift of gratitude than you will feel satisfied trust me in this friend.
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