Everything happened so fast.
I couldn't stop the emotions.
I couldn't stop the rage.
I couldn't stop the painful thoughts.
I couldn't stop the cringes.
I couldn't stop the words.
There's a part of me that just wants to take all of what I caused back.
There's a part of me that just wants to start over.
There's a part of me that just wants to bash your skull in with a bat.
There's a part of me that just wants to say forget it, I don't care.
There's a part of me that just wants to cry my heart out until the pain subsides.
There's a part of me that just wants to speak to you, because I couldn't then.
There's a part of me that just wants to kiss you again..
There's a part of that is just dying for this all to be a dream..
But it's not.
This is reality..
And reality just hurts right now..
This too shall pass!