I'm not embarrassed about you.
Its not like I don't want to tell you.
The fact is, there is allot more to say.
Things happen mysteriously you know?
Your creeping into my life.
Its like there is a string attaching us.
No matter how far you go,
Sooner or later we'll have to meet again.
I do like you.
There are TONS of reasons.
There not based on the outside though.
There based on the inside.
Its as if your heart is shining gold.
You don't want the world to know.
You want it for yourself.
Its not that I would care if you knew.
I want you to see me when the time is right.
When something says "huh?"
Were your curious about me.
O'm not avoiding anything.
Its like us hanging out in groups,
Is a meant to be thing.
Its like your there for me.
Its not like I assume you have the same feelings.
I don't know.
I do know your everything on my list.
Its not a list of physical features.
Its not a list of common interest.
Its a list of the things I crave and need in a man.
I like you allot.
Something says to let things go here.
Something says there is something here.
I need to let this be.
Your here in my life.
Yet I feel know you somehow.
We're not around each other enough to say were close.
I feel a connection though.
Something,
BIGGER!
Its not a fear of you.
The reason your not told is a reason of heart.
You wont know this.
Some thing is here though.
I wont tell you how I feel because,
something will happen on its own.
the connection is on another level, strange but maybe across dimensions, spirits intertwine in strange and mysterious ways perhaps other, the poem grows with its understanding of something deeper,fine work