If anyone asked me what eating delight
I most miss from my childhood it would
be weeny jelly babies or puffcream cake
bought and eaten in secret, hoarded until
later to gorge on my own.
I still miss the small cherry-red sweeties
we lasses would lick before painting our
lips a succulent pink then parading with
highest of heels and proudly waving a
flame-tipped sweet-cigarette, we blew
pretend smoke rings as grown-ups had
taught us for war-time fun.
Gone now too the tiniest violet-scented
cashews with which we would all reward
ourselves if we had many claps for our
acting and dancing in shows we wrote for
home-made stages draped in net curtain
to play best parts in finery of any Mom's
old cast-off clothes.
The ice-creams I loved then were tubed,
sold in paper rings, sans biscuit, and so
rich a girl could get sick if she ate more
than one between films.
We were, in turn, all the beauties we saw
on the silver-screen, changing our hair
into sleek over-eye styles of the sultriest
pin-up queens or stuffing our flat girlish
vests with cotton-wool balls as big as we
dared, to imitate our favourites, among
them the great Miss M. Monroe.
If we could dip a liquorice stick in Kali
we were so happy.
Oh where, oh where did those days go ?
again ,the boy in me wants to go outside,cool