too many pieces to fit, and an urge to complete the puzzle...
disarray slowly gives way to order and steady forward movement until the peaceful release signifying the successful completion of the integration...
a time i can recall
when everything fitted
symmetry wall to wall
no pieces omitted
not
the whole code i had cracked
the sky i was kissing
unaware of the fact
that something was missing
then
coming back from the past
forgotten episode
left me torn and aghast
made the structure implode
boom
out of place in my quilt
this memory unheard
everything i had built
had to be dismembered
doom
alive and dissected
the puzzle a complex
which parts were infected
the process did perplex
pain
constantly suffering
a life disassembled
an entire being
so horribly scrambled
death
from the insanity
a new picture emerged
enhanced humanity
and composure resurged
revealing the affair
clarity had returned
no punishment unfair
but healing i had earned
lotus out of the dirt
graceful evolution
letting go of the hurt
careful reconstruction
the sand in the oyster
seed of pearly treasure
soothing words of nacre
poetry of nature
patient needles of time
all of the stitches knit
until moment sublime
when all the pieces fit
thanks ! :o)