I was tired of having these feelings of hate and distrust, so i transferred them to a couple of writings. This being one of them.
I clear my throat to wash away the memories
that are pitted inside myself
the ones that make my heart flutter
the things that wrench my stomach upside down
all the rumors and hypocracy of today
in a world full of saddened thoughts
where no one knows what they can be
a sadist nation lays to rest
as the rest of us have anarchists dreams
to trust someone is to learn to trust no one
no one knows what they could be
their mouths full of unspoken words
saying they want peace and justice
but knowing they want chaos and disorder
the whole time everyone disloyal and unheard of
all in the race
to find the words that no one can speak
no one knows what they mean
ignorant, obnoxious liars that sicken me
they make me nauseous
the one person who stands true through it all
who upheld me
they were the one who knew what no one else could prescribe
I like some lines of your poem ,they are so true ,all shout : peace and peace ,in the same time we have many wars ,conflicts and so on because human is not ready ( and never will be) to make any peace being a war in his/her inside.Thanks for thoughts